Exit Interview: The Life and Death of My Ambitious Career by Kristi Coulter
Published by MCD
Publication date: September 12, 2023
Genres: Book Clubs, Debut, Non-fiction, Business, Memoir
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I’ve been on a roll with amazing memoirs and am thrilled to be back with another one. In Exit Interview Kristi Coulter leaves a secure, but boring marketing job in Ann Arbor, packs up her husband and their dog, and heads to Seattle. It’s 2006 and she’s decided she’s ready for the Wild West of the corporate world: Amazon. She thinks she knows what lies ahead, but she has no idea.
Kristi is not new to the professional world. She’s in her mid-30s and successful, but is tired of being passed over for promotion. The clock of her ambition is ticking significantly louder than her biological one so she applies for and gets a job as a senior manager in Amazon’s books and media division. From there she advances for 12 years, becoming an integral part of two of the company’s news ventures—publishing and groceries. All of which she chronicles in detail in Exit Interview.
This could easily be a 1,000-word review if I listed even half of the horrifying tidbits Coulter shares in Exit Interview so I’ll go with just two. At one point a senior VP explains how Amazon believes in a work/life balance and that leaving the office at 5:30 is acceptable a couple of times a year. The job criteria for the final promotion Coulter’s been working for states candidates must exhibit “nearly superhuman talent and stamina”. These are just the tip of an iceberg that includes being called stupid and being rewarded for success by having her workload quadrupled while her budget and resources remain the same.
All of which begs the question: Why stay at such a hellish company? For Coulter, the need to excel, to push and prove herself is almost pathological. It’s a Survivor mindset, to outlast and outperform ‘normal’ human beings. For a time, it’s exhilarating to live in the deep end, on the edge of drowning, and to be paid handsomely (via stock options, not salary), but when Coulter finds herself drinking a bottle or more of wine a day she realizes something has to change. And yet, Amazon culture is such that she believes she’s the problem. She’s weak. All of this psychological torture is exacerbated by the fact that, despite its claims of diversity, the company’s management is still mostly white men.
There is so much to unpack in Exit Interview, but what is most extraordinary is Coulter herself. It would be easy to go DefCon 1 and take a flamethrower to Bezos and Amazon, but Coulter is truth-telling without rage, giving her words even greater impact. She relays the facts, but wastes no time whining or rationalizing her own actions. Instead, she intersperses essays throughout the book that creatively expose her internal dialogue, including Events in the History of Female Employment and Professional Help. It’s these fiery, wry, self-aware intermissions that make it clear Coulter’s lifelong goal to be a writer was her true calling and her Amazon ambitions just a toxic detour. Or fodder for a debut novel now that Exit Interview is wrapped?
Want more fascinating memoirs from women? I highly recommend The Many Lives of Mama Love.
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I am always in the market for amazing memoirs! “Truth-telling without rage” is so much what we need these days. Putting this on the list.
Catherine – I’m a Superstars Patron of Sarah’s show and love all of your episodes! Had to comment on this because I’m so excited to see you loved it. I am the character of Marnie in the book as well as the Mindy that the book is dedicated to (you might have already seen me post this in Sarah’s Facebook group.). Kristi is a dear friend and I can tell you honestly that she nailed the Amazon culture (and the lunacy that kept so many of us there) in this memoir. I started there in 2000 and worked there for 13 years. This book gave me a major case of PTSD. Thanks for the glowing review, I will definitely share it with Kristi!
Oh my! Am I being Punkd?! I missed that FB post. I had to rein myself in with that review (my mother reads the blog) or it would have been filled with expletives and WTFs. I still can’t wrap my mind around that culture. And Kristi’s writing- please tell her to consider fiction!
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Haha, no you’re not being punkd. And you’ll be happy to know that Kristi is in the early stages of writing her debut novel as we speak. Thanks again for promoting the book. I was so excited to hear Susie also highlight it on Double Booked this week, and that Sarah plans to read it too!
If she ever needs another early reader I’d be honored. I’m so excited!
I forced it on Sarah while I was still reading it. It is so her kind of book.